u/Careless_Company223

been excited for months to have surgery next week just for them to want to hold off on it when that’s totally unnecessary. there’s no clear timeline and of course the surgeon will be leaving for his at month’s end. so depressed and disappointed that atp I don’t even care to keep being patient and go thru with it anymore. all this waiting, getting my hopes up, and putting my life on hold has been draining me and i can’t take it anymore. i don’t want to live with this body just as much either but if i’m constantly disappointed , what’s the point of trying

anybody else strongly dislike the city they lived in and had surgery?
where i am now, i have the insurance and awaiting surgery but all this waiting is making me hate where I am more and more. I didn’t want to be here in the first place but life happened and led me here andI figured i take advantage of the insurance start the surgery process here anyway. but i want so badly to go back to where i was before but im trying to hold on as much as i can so i can finally get my dick which is importance to me. i’m just super big on energy and environment (being someone who has moved around a lot) so its taking a toll on me ngl.