So I am an avg boy from MP who is about to pass his class 12 boards from CBSE the result of which has not been announced yet . My parents are want me to be an IAS officer for the purpose of which i was forcefully given arts but like i enjoyed even that . I am a very introvert kind of a person & for some reason i feel like i have to go out of my home at any cost for higher studies so that i can get some fresh air from my parents so i decided to give CUET UG targeting BHU . yesterday i went to like a function & there i felt like everything was being pre decided for me like i know i am inexperienced but i have an ICK in mind & that is kind`a separating me from my parents emotionally
AM i right to have a thought like this because at the same time i feel very guilty, in my heart like i want to build phisique but hesitate to ask for it from my parents even though he owns an industry and he definetly can