u/Careful_Confusion459

every time i post it just gets no interactions or it says ‘removed by reddit’s filters’. what’s going on??

I’ve had many groups of friends over the years. I’m a 25 year old woman now and I’ve honestly never felt so alone. I really feel like I have maybe 2 friends right now, and only 1 truly close friend who happens to be a guy who has a crush on me too which isn’t ideal lmao.

I was in a relationship with another woman until January and I met a girl through her who I ended up meeting a bunch of new people with. Things were great and I felt as though I finally had a nice group who I was seeing a few times a week.

However, ever since the breakup it feels like they’re slowly trying to phase me out. I constantly feel like I’ve done something wrong by the way they’re being with me but idk what it is :( I rarely get invited to things anymore and when I try to reach out it feels like they only see me because they feel guilty if they don’t. They’ve barely been there for me through one of the worst breakups I’ve ever been through and they’re actually hanging out with my ex more than me at the moment (not an issue, we’re now on good terms and have actually met up one on one and had a nice time, it’s just I’d like to be included).

I’m not sure what to do. Part of me wants to just give up and move across the country and start again. I’ve lived here since I started university almost 6 years ago. I’ve lost friends I’ve had for years and I’m just exhausted because my new friends clearly don’t like me for some reason. I feel so stuck and alone rn.