u/Capital_Intern1071

Every single day you haunt me. I cannot escape the pain. Nothing feels real anymore. The only thing that helps is beer and driving really fast.

The only good left in me is for my dad and my dog. I have forsaken everything else.

You were right about me.

You hurt me, you broke me, and I let myself be destroyed. But I hurt you back and blamed you for it.

Nonetheless I love you still. You still live in my head.

You exist in your absence in my life. My cold bed, lonely car rides, and eating alone in the dark.

You were everything to me. Nothing and nobody has ever compared.

I love you. I’d die for you. I’d suffer for you. I’d live for you.