Venting
So i’ve been going through a tough time since last year or so… my husband had to remove a malignant thyroid nodule, then my sister was diagnosed with idc in September then found out she’s brca1+! So i got tested and i found out last month that I’m positive too! I started booking appointments immediately to get a mastectomy and i was fine with that but now they’re telling me because i have pretty big and heavy breasts it’s gonna be a tough surgery and it might not even turn out looking decent which is ok to some extent but now there’s talk of getting rid of the nipple too which makes me sad a bit i’m only 33. I’ve been told that nipple sparing with my anatomy is more complicated but I honestly want to be done with it and start trying to conceive cause you know also there time is ticking… i have a mri for the fist time which is coming up and i’m scared of the results! Like what if it’s already too late and they find something and i’m over here feeling sorry for my nipples + the crippling anxiety that i feel for my sister that decided to wait for now for a mastectomy!