What to do when nothing goes right and you only get worse?
I'm 19 years old, I have ADHD, level 1 autism, probable dysthymia, and chronic anxiety. I've been to thousands of doctors since I was a child, I have thousands of tests done every month and I go to numerous appointments. I've been to psychiatrists, neurologists, psychologists, dermatologists, cardiologists, orthopedists, among many others. I can't do anything and I'm almost always practically burnt out even though I'm not doing anything and reducing my demands as much as possible. I can't do the drawing course that was my only goal because of this messed up mind of mine. My body aches all the time and no doctor knows why, and the tests and the time between appointments take forever. I've done CBT, ACT, and mindfulness exercises, and they all had the opposite effect, worsening my situation. I always do everything I can to improve, I try to maintain my vitamins, physical conditioning, etc., but nothing works. What do I do? I feel like whenever someone tries to help me, they just repeat the same things I've already tried and failed at, and no remedy seems to work for me for some reason (I don't speak English, so I used a translator; sorry if there are any mistakes).