Maybe I am an attention seeker but I don’t care
don’t really know how to explain everything I’m feeling right but I quit my sports and most of the clubs I’m in and distanced myself from a lot of my friends, not because I want to but because it takes alot of my energy to play a character all the time and act like everything is fine, but it’s weird I push everyone away but I desperately still want someone to ask if I’m okay, if I’m fine if I want to talk to them about anything, but nobody notices or wants to. My grades aren’t slipping or anything else noticeable so there’s really no way of telling anyways.
I know it’s selfish to want that though, everyone has their own things going on and who even am I to demand anyone to pause their life and their struggles for me
And you know what maybe I do just want attention, is that really wrong? Someone to talk to me or check up on me or ask if I’m okay is that really a crime? I want to cry in someone’s arms while they tell me that everything is going to be okay. Or just someone to hug me and tell me how much they love me and how pretty I am..