I hate my job. Used to love it.
Just here to vent because I have no support at my job. New supervisor is avoidant and doesn’t have a clue. Her supervisor is a narcissist sociopath who, lies, loves power, and doesn’t know what she is doing. Covert narcissist coworker is here 1 year later after being reported to HR and still screwing up the team dynamic; nothing is being done because all of them are buddy-buddy, and I am tired.
I have gone to the supervisor and her lazy, sociopathic supervisor for over a YEAR saying what will help me aaaannnnd…NOTHING.
I look different. I went from being healthy and losing 30 pounds to gaining 16 back. I don’t walk anymore. I eat fast food, My skin looks different. I went from loving wine to drinking it to cope. Hair is brittle. I’ve been angry since January and my anger is increasing. All is see in the mirror is a shell of myself. I have nothing left.