So I ended up blowing my best friend from my childhood. I need to vent. I feel like all the feelings.
So my friend from like when I was little kid texted me out of the blue. I haven’t heard from him in years. Last he heard from me I was getting married. Fast forward I am divorced, single, year into my transition and I look good I’m almost passing already. Anyhow. Bro texts me, I ended up coming out to him, he didn’t care. He was like I still love you. He was super sweet about it. So he ended stopping by to say hey and smoke some weed. One thing led to another and I’m topless and his thang is out. 🙈 I did not expect him to be like into me sexually. I had a crush on him growing up but he didn’t know.. The man is like perfect 👌🏻 tall, black, and ripped lol. Only thing is he’s dl. At the end we was like don’t tell anyone.. So now I feel hot because I’m getting these insanely attractive men coming after me but also at the same time I feel like gross and not good enough. 🥵 🥴🤢 just needed to vent to other girls in the same boat..