u/Calm-Commercial1157

i'm gonna try to explain this in the most shortest way possible so I started online gambling at 16 I was playing casino games. This isn't sports betting and I've won my first 2500 and I thought I was a big and I felt on top of the world and then slowly every time I played, I lost it even more and more and then I would put all my paychecks all the time into the site lose it lose it and I'm gonna come up and then I lose it again. I just joined the military I've been in for about a year gambled my every paycheck I've gotten just recently I was up 6K and finally able to pay my credit card debt off which my credit card debt is 7000. I lost it all I paid my credit card and then I spent it all again and I don't know what to do I'm 20 and I go on deployment soon. I really hope I didn't fuck up my life. Can anyone tell me if or how they stopped I'm really pissed and depressed and I'm all over the place I love everyone. I love you guys. Thank you so much if you read it.