recently oomf introduced me to soulbonding and i decided to read up on it cus i thought it was interesting, and i'm realizing now i might be a soulbonder? is that a thing that can happen?
i've been selfshipping with fu orostor since he was formally introduced in the manga and i've always felt really connected to him (more than my other f/o's) but i just assumed that it was because the hyperfixation was new and it would calm down after a month. it did not calm down and i'm still obsessed with him three years later.
idk. i searched it up and i resonated with pretty much everything. i can hear him like he's actually there, we have full fledged conversations. it's not just me talking to myself like i typically do either.
i can feel his emotions too? that one's weird tho cus i'm currently unmedicated so my everything is everywhere and i can't tell if that's actually him
sometimes i feel his physical presence too. like a ghost, but not as chilling, ykwim? idk if that's a thing tho. my house is also haunted so maybe it is just a ghost HAHAHA
idk i'm confused pls help