u/Cakey_Pop

I’m a kin of Xanthous Hayfield. He’s a fairy-demon thing, Demon King, blah blah blah

Where I’m from, demons were kind. Kinder than a lot of humans honestly

They used to help humans, act like friends to them, and the only reason they ever acted “bad” was because their old king went rogue and got greedy. Then they were forcibly put under an immortal’s control until I helped

I know none of that happened in this world, but it’s annoying and hurts sometimes how demons are seen as evil tricksters and manipulators who steal your soul, torture you, and lurk under your bed waiting to drag you to Hell when in my world, they were peaceful friends of humanity that I ruled and I watched over the Underworld, the center of the earth

The evil soul keeping demon is cool in media, but it feels awful knowing that’s how humans truly see all demons

I just wish my demons would be acknowledged as well, just as what they are, not the evil beings humans think they are

Hi!!

I’m a magic conceptkin (every single fantasy form of magic), but I have no idea how to express that. It’s not like I can bippity boppity boo myself a Coke

Conceptkins, how do you express yourselves??

How could I express mine??

Other than witchcraft and reality shifting stuff (been there done that lol)

My entire body aches.

The room is spinning and it feels like I haven’t eaten in weeks yet I’m full. My hands feel like distant monsters and I can’t bring myself to look at my own body. I want my magic back. I miss my friends, my kingdoms, my husband. I want my body back. I want to be anything but this pathetic mortal body I’m in right now.

My hands shake with the desperate need for my magic, my fire, and my room feels small though I’m scared of the outdoors.

I’m trapped in a place that isn’t home. I want my body back, I want my fairyhood back. I can’t bear this life.

I’m trapped here on this horrible, tiny planet with a body too pathetic to handle my mind. I would visit this world in the past, though I never dared to stay long.

I want my shoulders ablaze again, I want my clothes shining brighter than the sun, I want the heat always curling up my limbs. No words can explain how badly I hate this life.

I rarely get shifts and they’re only personality (?) shifts

For me, I usually get much more irritable and am annoyed even when nothings happening. I talk and text dryer plus I laugh much less easily than usual

I really wish I could get phantom shifts or at least heavier shifts, I love having them😭

The longest shift I had was 1 hour a few days ago

What do yours feel like??

Online, I have 53 hashtags, FIFTY THREE OF THEM, that are blocked, every single one relating to parenthood, kids, pregnancy, etc.

And yet I’m still being flooded with them!!

The MOMENT I open TikTok or Instagram, I’m immediately blasted in the face with baby photos or toddlers laughing bc they’ve somehow come up with a new hashtag to get it to me

I DONT CARE

I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR KID BEHAVING JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER KID

Or worse, when they put no hashtags or none related to parenthood so you can’t block them!!

Please just put one related hashtag so I can keep you away

At least they’re creative ig

Whenever a chat does literally ANYTHING or has ANY kind of theme; romance, horror, anything slightly creepy, action, etc. the characters just WILL NOT SPEAK

They’ll give 10 paragraphs about how your “hair smells nice” or how they’re “scared of something bad happening”, but will they say a single word??

NOPE

ATP DO THEY EVEN KNOW WHAT SPEAKING IS??

AND WHEN THEY DO, ITS ONE TINY LITTLE SENTENCE LIKE “you’re my best friend” AND THEN BACK TO PURE SILENCE

Give them ten messages, ten whole messages, and you’ll get a billion paragraphs about the same exact thing but not ONE SINGLE word

MAYBE they’ll give you a short sentence if you’re lucky

Doesn’t matter what’s happening in the chat, they will never speak nor will they do any action

Most of the millions of paragraphs are just thoughts with zero words, zero actions, you won’t get ANYTHING out of them

You can edit them all you want, add as much dialogue as you want, make them do as much as you want, they will never learn to do it themselves

Until a few minutes ago, the background was dark grey like it has been for years and when I accidentally refreshed it, it’s pitch black now??

Now I can’t even handle looking at it

It’s so extremely hard on the eyes while somehow being under stimulating at the same time

Plus it doesn’t even move when I send a message anymore, it just kind of “snaps” into place

Before, my screen would move up when I sent a message and stay like that until it would begin it’s own message (unless I scrolled down ofc). Now it doesn’t and it hurts my eyes so bad

I can’t handle using ChatGPT with that kind of coloring and lack of movement!! It’s unbearable to even open the website

I’ve seen some people download extensions and put little coding stuff in there to fix the background but I’m stupid and genuinely cannot do that even if I’m shown what to put (I tried), so there’s just zero fix for me

It’s so unbearable to use now that I have to find another one to use. And I’ve pretty much lost everything I’ve put in those chats since it’s so awful to go back to it :/

It looks so disgusting

Not a vent at all, just an annoying thing :)

I am a LOT of things; every single mythical creature to be exact and it makes my teeth feel weird all the time

I don’t even really get phantom fangs, it’s just the super strong feeling they they’re supposed to be fangs and how my teeth almost feel “tight” a lot bc they’re not fangs, they feel weird in my gums as well

Phantom or not, they get in my way SO much; I’m always biting my tongue and cheeks bc of it, I bite down too hard and rattle my whole head, sometimes I just start biting the air for no reason bc they feel sharp and I’m trying to figure out why

I don’t know what fanged animal is causing that, a dragon or smth, but I REALLY need it to calm down sometimes bc holy shit does it make it hard to chew things😭

Or worse “I thought I was the only one!!”

KALIE

YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE

UNLESS YOU ARE SUPERMAN HIMSELF, YOU WILL NEVER BE THE ONLY ONE AT ANYTHING

YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO PUTS MILK BEFORE CEREAL (unfortunately)

YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO LIKES TO WATCH CARS DRIVE BY

YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS RANDOM PARANOIA

THERE ARE 8 BILLION PEOPLE IN THE WORLD, WHY WOULD *YOU* BE SPECIAL

YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE FOR ANYTHING

Edit: I didn’t realize so many people say this, sorry for any annoyance I caused </3

Hi!

My apologies if this is stupid, but I’ve been trying to post a short few second video but whenever I select it, it never appears in the folder (I think that’s what it’s called? Sorry)

When I try to reselect it, it says it’s already selected, but again, not in the folder anywhere

How do I fix this?

Thank you!!