Well, I live with my parents, so I'm under their authority. They raised me in a neo-Pentecostal way, but I became interested in Catholicism and started reading about it and wanting to practice it. They didn't accept it at all and were very resistant. This pressure from them meant that, despite being just curious, I was pushed towards the Catholic side of this conflict. After a while, I started questioning whether God exists and ended up becoming agnostic. Almost a year later, I feel strangely drawn to it, but I still don't fully believe in God. Do you have any suggestions on how to deal with this?
Note: I'm studying heavily for an exam that will take place in two months. If I pass, I'll have to live in another state and will actually have the freedom to be Catholic or not. So I'd like to "try to resolve" this internal conflict soon so I can do what I want to do when I have that freedom.