What's the most unexpected love story during your highschool days? I also need advice pls read till the end
Grade10, I have no goals in life, no friends or even dreams. It changed when i met her. Quiet, caring, prett, gentle and lastly, she never judged me even tho everyone sees me as a loser. I don't want to go to school because everyone is bullying me and of course i will fail in class. She really cared for me. Doing school works for me and putting my name. Motivating me to go to school. I thought i was something special to her.
We graduated. We're senior highschool next school year so i thought she will move to other school so i think it's my last chance. I just realized that it's just basic human decency, nothing else. And also i just realized that she has a girlfriend. I didn't believe it. I feel like that girl stole her from me. I thought they're just pretending and even it's true, they're just courting stage and i still have a chance.
I thought that if surpassed that girl, she will choose me but no. I lost. Still wondering why that women? I tried my best to get infos about that woman. Let's just call Hanna. Tbh she was a baddie. Not just a baddie. She was also the top in the class, lowkey rich, caring, kind, confident, brave and many more. The ironic part is, we also share the same interest, not just interest, a very similar interest. Fav anime, hobby, theories, political view and academic performance. My jealousy turn into admiration. I just realized we were never equal. She was better than me all the time. No wonder why she choosed Hanna over me.
My admiration turned into feelings. My rival is now the person i wanted to marry. So many things why i developed it but I'll make it short. She said it herself that if we only met earlier. I thought she hate me every time we met but no. She's stalking my social media accounts not to get revenge cuz of jealousy but she's just interested. I didn't expect that she feel the same. We stopped talking of course she has gf. But still it hurts. My first and second love. You know. How can i move on any advice pls
Now, the person i tried to beat is now the person i want to marry (fr). I made it short but the experience and the time we spent together feels like it happens only in anime (seriously). Still one of the most romantic moments of my life that i wanna find with similar story.