u/Buttmunch69-

Last year, when I was with ——- I would be really jealous about things because I was scared to lose them and it eventually turned into emotional manipulation so emotional abuse and I haven’t been able to live with myself because of it I’ve been thinking of what I did constantly and I have permanent scars to remind me I hurt myself to try to get them to stay it got so bad that I was messaging constantly I wouldn’t get off my phone if they didn’t reply my mind would spiral unless I knew what they were doing.

I don’t want to get too into detail but im disgusted in myself for ever doing that to someone and it’s destroying me mentally as I see them near enough every single day, I’m sorry.