Firstly, I apologize that this may seem like nonsensical ranting, i just come on here and empty my thoughts out occasionally when it gets bad, I'm sure i stated something that just isn't true but im pissed, sorry.
For a long time I had a burning hatred for my parents, mainly my mother for homeschooling me, and just her utter refusal to accept any other view than her own, but after watching how she acts in life, and just realizing how little she knows, about like, anything, It makes it hard on me because I still kind of hate her, still plan to disappear from the family when i can but they weren't trying to destroy me, I know, but i cannot stand to be around them for much longer, We just cannot co exist, we are entirely different, everyone in my family is this way.
and it has come to my attention that most of these people are almost like robots or something, they only get angry over things in the world if it goes against their "beliefs" by this i mean political party or religion, they require this to have any opinion on anything, and without it they would be lost, they operate solely on what they are being told to do, whether this be "god" or the president or whoever is the most popular figure on twitter is, etc.
My mom said she homeschooled me because some woman she followed on a blog or something was doing it, so yeah basically she just followed a trend at the expense of my future, and it evolved into a religious/political thing, not a damn drop of awareness in these goddam imbeciles