I've been on the pill (Chateal EQ) for about 8 months, and I think I was fine for the first few months)? to be honest I don't remember much, but I was going through a rough time emotionally and had a lot of meltdowns and anxiety that I originally attributed to stress from school, losing some friendships, being long distance with my partner, etc. Around the 4th month I sort of took a break from the pill, I was running out and couldn't get new packs until January so I took them on and off for a bit and then went off altogether at some point for around 3-4weeks.
During this time I had a depressive episode, I would cry all of a sudden and started feeling like my partner didn't love me anymore even though they were really busy and that's why we couldn't talk much. Then I went back on the pill consistently and haven't skipped again since, its been around 3 months of that, I also have always skipped the placebo. Ever since I went back on the pill I've been feeling so different and with horrible mood swings. I started overthinking a lot during the break I took and it's only gotten worse since I got back on. I've also started feeling anxiety over my relationship, something that never happened before, and even started thinking my partner is cheating despite there being no signs of such thing. I feel so much more sensitive as well and find myself crying at random times, more easily, or over really small things.
My question is, could this be caused by the pills? or is it a problem of my own that I should probably see a therapist about and reflect on my relationship? I never went through any of this before being on the pill
