I'll start it off by saying... I have no ECS, only a vague vision. I haven't even thought about trying to go abroad until last year and now this overwhelming feeling is all crashing down at once . I feel like I'm in a daze
I don't really have an idea of what to do but I always a feeling... this big idea of creating something that captures the essence of the feeling in my mind involving art and stem (some of the things I'm good at) and i would like to develop my writing and music skills for this.
But again, I am completely lost. This is currently an inexecutable passion and just a feeling so heavy that i feel like I'm doing something when I'm doing nothing at all. I feel uncertain of my capabilities as I've never actually put myself out there and I'm overwhelmed by the things that I have to do. I would like to major in something on the premed track but I'm not sure how to start.
(sorry for making this feel like a personal rant lmao)