Hi, it's me again, I've wrote about my situation some post ago. I've noticed how hard my life been changing since the person I most loved broke up with me. I grew. I've felt my deepest weaknesses are now... better. I suddenly have friends in college, which I thought I could never have. I found myself doing things my other past could have never try. But still, feels weird. I still need the closure. And some nights, I remember her... She's still there sometimes. It's such a weird spot. I've been watching life with another perspective, I've noticed the loved I have around me since this. But I miss her a lot. I do wonder if she does too. I sometimes, wait internally a message from her- But I've been doing decision. I did left out the Discord server we shared. I hide her gifts. I just stopped bringing myself down. And some days, I even feel angry. I didn't deserved the way she treated me at the end, as someone to feel pity. It wasn't love anymore. I was a tool.
But I've changed. I will be myself and much better.