u/BurnTheCity24

I’ve been applying everyday for the last 10 months, to no avail. I got ghosted after a final round interview and that was the last straw. I feel so bleak and hopeless after failing in this cursed system, while all of my friends and peers are able to clear faang and quant swe roles like it’s nothing. I wake up everyday angry and depressed that I couldn’t land something, and I’m constantly stressed about the future. What am I supposed to do this summer?? How am I supposed to get a new grad role? How much longer must I be stuck in this hellhole?? And on top of that I have hard ass classes for no reason, which do nothing to help me in this regard. I’m tired and about to give up. I’ve had 3 prior internships (small companies), and I still can’t get past 99% of ats systems. I don’t even care about cs anymore, I just want to graduate and get a job and then spend life doing things that actually make me happy. Fuck this market. I’m tired.