My experience
I don’t think I’ve ever been so paranoid and impulsive. I live in a college dorm room and i keep “seeing” the people across the street recording me when I change and then they disappear when I look in their direction. I lost my medication and was utterly convinced that a djinn had stolen it and i needed to cleanse my room of evil. I keep wanting to take all my medication at once and jump into the river, and I’ve been picking fights I can’t win because I’ve supposedly conquered death. I also just keep spontaneously breaking down into tears for what feels like no reason at all. I don’t know what to do because finals are around the corner and I haven’t slept more than 30 minutes a night in over a week. This has felt like it’s lasted as long as I can remember and people are telling me I’m schizophrenic and I really hope I’m not.