Love spells are complicated
So i put you all in context, my ex gf finished with me almost 2 months ago, after the break up things got complicated, we said things we regret, did things recklessly and after lil bit of time we are trying to forgive and have a decent treatment because we used to live together and we have a dog which we adopted 5 years ago, so we always will stay in contact because of that until our baby is alive, is not a secret for her that im trying to change all the things that make her take the decision of leaving me, im fighting too much against depression, anxiety and even suicidal thoughts, im trying to work on myself to improve, but sometimes is too hard to do it, im working with two spell casters who have casted multiple spells of reconciliation, commitment and sex appeal, the first one was casted almost 4 weeks ago, the other ones between 1/2 weeks ago, as she is concerned about my mental health issues she sometimes hesitates on thinking to come back just because of that, but not because is what she really wants, yesterday we had a conversation when she clearly said that i can move heaven and earth and she will not come back to me because she dont trust me anymore and she changed the way she sees me, even tho my spell casters say that there is still posibilities to change this, for me is too hard to believe that a miracle happens and one day she will wake up forgiving and loving me, its not that im negative, just seeing everything in a realistic way, even tho deeper in my hearth i still believe and want her by my side, the names of the spell casters will be secret until we reach the deadline of the results and i will keep you updated in this complicated situation that can even decide my whole life, i am even doing things myself to help (loa) that she is coming back and i think i look like a crazy person not accepting the real world, i want to read some people that maybe has more experience in this world, if maybe my thinkings and my mental health situation can interfeere with the spells. If there is still posibilities to believe, because when i look at her eyes i can see she still loves me, as im working on myself day by day…