u/Bugs-Is-Lost

Hello everybunny. I saw videos on this sub and thought this story would fit here pretty well. I might go off track a little but give me some grace.. ;^;

Okay so, for a bit of context on myself, I’m a mixed, disabled transmasc 16 year old (I know, pick a struggle, am I right?). I also have a great memory. I’ve been through a lot of trauma that I don’t feel is necessary to the story, but for this story I guess I should say one, I was sexually abused my stepdad father multiple times from the ages of 5-8. That’s all that I’m will to say about it.

Around the beginning of the year, I joined a discord server that was essentially a support group for people who have been sexually assaulted and are going through healing.

There was a “intro” channel, which was just letting everyone know who you are. I put “he/they/it and neo” everywhere I could put pronouns (I also didn’t put trans anywhere, that’ll be important later).

I was apparently the only one who was not a fem or enby. Everyone in the sever was pretty nice and respectful, one of the older mods actually gave me my own role called “The little brother (TM)”.

It was pretty nice until someone new joined. We’ll call her “RL” (short for rude lady). She was pretty jerky but we all tried to be understanding.

After about a week, she private DMed me (kinda weird to be DMing a minor but okay..) and asked to call. And me, being the chaos fiend that I am, I joined a call with her. Here’s basically how the conversation went:

Me: Hello? Why’d you ask to call??

RL: Hey, Stanley.. I wanted to talk to you about something..

Me: Uhhh.. Sure. What’s up??

RL: Well.. I just think you’re lying about your sexual assault.

She then went on to make some remarks about how “cis men can’t be assaulted” and “are you sure you aren’t just misremembering?” And then the worst of it all; “I think you’re lying because you think it’s hot”.

I was shocked because like.. Wtf do you even so to that?! I had to pause before speaking again.

Me: You.. What???”

RL: Don’t deny it! I bet you’re just perverted!

I.. I don’t even know how she got to these conclusions. I calmed down for a second before explaining each of my assaults in GRAPHIC detail. Every sob, every beg, every push. In FULL detail. She tried to interpret me to stop but I just kept going. After about 15 minutes, she just left the call.

I didn’t really have to worry about her after that. But the discord server was essentially fucked over by some guy raiding it bots. Me and all the others made a separate server and we’re all still pretty cool with each other.

I know it isn’t some big “You got traumatized for life” thing. But it felt good to make her shut her mouth. Anyhow. I gotta go study, thanks for reading. Goodbye, everybunny!