so i wasnt sure of purchasing but now i feel like ill regret if i dont do (procrastination aside) but problem is im scared there r alr too much backlogs so should i even do it?
any one who has done it?
it strted normally at around 11 am results came n i checked it i got 90.4% which is not good or great considering every other person in this sub is gettin 95+ but i thought it was pretty cool since i got 63% in pb n when i asked my topper friend he 93% which was a pretty big moment for me since he literally got 82+% in the same pb
when i told my father he was genuinely happy n when i told my mother she was also 'happy' i didnt screamed out or went somewhere...heck i didnt even went to my scl felicitation which they called for 90+ people my day went pretty normal except for the people in my house congratulating me i was quite happy not of the result i was stoic about it i had no reaction i was like yh ok i got it but i was genuinely happy seeing the faces of those who thought i couldnt even get 80%
NOW comes the real shit my mother comes home n he strted abusing me n cursing me that i didnt do well n how 90% is avg n every person gets it i was genuinely sooooooooooo annoyed by it bcz she literaly said the same thing when i got 63% in pb like there's no pleasing her but i let it pass HOWEVER SHE DIDNT STOPPED continued it...kept comparing me to her friends' children blah blah blah it felt so painful like people who i thought would say ts nvr said it n felt that they were happy for me
2hrs later comes my tution teacher n he made me wear all mala n made me eat sweets n congratulated me n all the other people of the house were there like grandfather n cousins etc n they were all congratulating me
then entry of big bad villain my mother SHE STRTED AGAIN sir asked her that aap to khush hongi she straight away denied n said it was avg n stuff
I FUCKING HAD ENOUGH I WENT UPSTAIRS n bruhhhh i was soooo stupid n angry atp that i picked up a slipper lying on ground n threw it hard with so much force n spinning that i accidently banged my head with a steal door like smthn n THERE'S A CUT ON MY FOREHEAD NOW n its bleeding 😄
YEP I REALLY WISHED I HAD GOTTEN 70% OR BELOW
saree major bhagwano ko bheth chadha di hai mere saare hindu muslim sikh christian bhaiyo pray for every1's good no EXCELLENT RESULT!!!!