u/Brilliant-Gur-1175

I am first time dropper neet ..I used to be a very studious student scored 95% in icse with 100 in maths and just this way I thought..Neet is an easy game too

Failed terribly in my first attempt with 280 marks in neet 2025 .. couldn't cope up with the difficulty level of exam .. Still i gave hope to my parents that i would take a drop prepare for this exam sincerely with online coaching...and will fetch an mbbs seat in neet 2026

And here I am ...just completely lost , depressed.. dealing with anxiety attacks and it's medications..i didn't know that things will turn in this way

I'm scoring even worse than my first attempt now

I just failed all their hopes and aspirations... I don't know why everyday suicide is looking like an easier option because I am not able to tackle the failures I'm facing anymore... because i once used to be a topper who always made her parents proud and never faced any Failures

I am first time dropper Neet UG ..I used to be a very studious student scored 95% in icse with 100 in maths and just this way I thought..Neet is an easy game too

Failed terribly in my first attempt with 280 marks in neet 2025 .. couldn't cope up with the difficulty level of exam .. Still i gave hope to my parents that i would take a drop prepare for this exam sincerely with online coaching...and will fetch an mbbs seat in neet 2026

And here I am ...just completely lost , depressed.. dealing with anxiety attacks and it's medications..i didn't know that things will turn in this way

I'm scoring even worse than my first attempt now

I just failed all their hopes and aspirations... I don't know why everyday suicide is looking like an easier option because I am not able to tackle the failures I'm facing anymore... because i once used to be a topper ..who always made her parents proud and never faced Failures

I have palmar hyperhidrosis aka Sweaty palms and uski wajah se koi biometrics scanner nhi work karta hai fingerprints scan karne ke liye

Literally even hanky ya antiperspirant bhi nhi kam karta hai

Aur mera center bhi jis school mai bana hai vo kafi strict hai with regards to all the security and rules

Toh mujhe pata hai scanner se fingerprint scan toh ho nhi payenge mere ...toh iski wajah se koi problem toh nhi ayegi ..like exam delay ya something like that ??