u/BridgeThese2264

I feel absolutely horrible

I'm sorry I've posted about this before. I'm 18f and I've felt terribly for months. I started having PVCs constantly in september/october, I've had spinning vertigo for hours many times in the past, I've had shortness of breath. Everyone says that it's just anxiety. Now I have dizziness constantly. Like lightheadedness/unsteadiness. It's something that I've had for years but it didn't bother me until now.

I feel terribly every single day. It bothers me mostly when I stand in one place or when I walk slowly. I feel unsteady and dizzy and like the ground falls from underneath me. I've tried everything. It's slightly better, because I can stand for longer periods of time now, but it's still a problem. I'm hopeless. My biggest fear is that I won't be able to do anything anymore because of this

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u/BridgeThese2264 — 3 hours ago

My brother died and was replaced by a clone.

So I am no stranger to weird dreams. But today I had one that I have a hard time interpreting. Typically I have multiple dreams per night, and I had this one early in the morning.

So, in the dream, my younger brother (15 years old) went to a military school where he would be sent to do some very difficult test to enter, and most people that did that test would die.

After my brother did that test, he came home. My whole family went to eat at some restaurant. I remember my parents asking him how it felt to complete such a difficult test, and my brother seemed very apathetic.

Later my parents got a call from a woman from the school that told them that 50% of the people who did the test yesterday died, including my brother. And we realize that the person claiming to be my brother was actually a clone. But my parents decided to keep the clone.

At some point when I was alone with the clone I confronted him and told him that I always knew that he was a clone. I was also trying to tell him that some people start living again a bit after their loved ones had died, while others can't get over grief no matter how many years passed, but I was constantly interrupted. In the end I locked myself in the bathroom and the clone was laughing at me.

I didn't like that dream so I was trying to wake myself up, which I was successful in a little later. I've managed to interpret a part of the dream. I can't find enough information about the whole clone thing though. Can anyone help???

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u/BridgeThese2264 — 3 days ago