I am probably not doing well. I stopped taking my meds a week ago; I’ve been increasing paranoid and not able to think straight; to be honest I took an Ativan and had a beer and I think this is the calmest I’ve been all week. My wife is can tell I am non-stop on edge. If I tell my psychiatrist at the VA what is going on he’s going to admit me. I am rated TDIU P&T; I I’ll this get messed up if he puts me inpatient (which is what he is going to do).
u/BrianLefevre5 — 6 days ago