u/BreathableAir2929

i’m almost at 100 days sober from drugs but i feel as though i’ve almost subconsciously decided that im going to relapse. the last week the cravings have been so intense and ive added k to my basket on telegram every day and then manage to talk myself out of it before i press order. im so tired of the constant struggle! I don’t want to ruin my life again but i miss using so much. i miss only worrying about where the next bag was coming from. but i don’t miss being in pain constantly or lying to everyone and losing jobs. it feels like these days i spend most of my time completely conflicted but ive managed to stay strong so far. wish me luck 🫶