I don't even know how I got here
About a month and a half ago I ended up homeless and living in my car. I was in a good job and a home last October, but I chased what seemed like a promising sales job. That didn't pan out and I ended up losing almost everything.
I am also married, but my wife lives in Mexico and I'm trying to support her and immigrate her here as well, except now I have no place for her to come to.
I fear my car is going to get repossessed at any time because I bought it on credit when I thought the sales job was working great.
I don't know what to do. I feel like I just can't mentally handle anything anymore. I just wake up, drive to planet fitness and shower. Change out the stuff in my duffel bag at my storage unit. Go to work, sleep In my temporary car, rinse and repeat. I feel like I'm never going to get out of this loop and it's only going to get worse.
I think, at least I have a job, but even though it seems like it pays well, it doesn't pay enough to do anything with.
I'm in Albany, Oregon.
I'm just feeling lost and alone.