u/Bouwen

I’m looking for an old YouTuber (around 2015–2018) who made very minimalistic philosophical/spiritual videos.

Details I remember:

• Male, mid-20s, American (I think)
• Long dark brown hair, light beard
• Often shirtless, fit/skinny physique, sitting on a chair
• Very simple room, empty walls (yellowish?)
• Calm, soft-spoken, very poetic/philosophical way of talking
• Talked about things like Sophia / divine feminine / deeper spiritual ideas (not typical “matrix” or conspiracy stuff) / Gnostic philosophies and semen retention
• Not many views (usually under 10k, if I remember correctly)
• Also made his own music where he sang

Most important detail:
He made a final video saying he was quitting YouTube because he felt like becoming a “false guru” or that his ego was involved and he didn’t want to mislead people. Thats when I unsubscribed.

I have been searching my ass of the last couple days but haven’t been able to find anything about him anymore. I think he deleted everything.

Does anyone remember this guy? Im looking for a name or a video. If anyone knows anything you would help me so much!

I’m looking for an old YouTuber (around 2015–2018) who made very minimalistic philosophical/spiritual videos.

Details I remember:

• Male, mid-20s, American (I think)
• Long dark brown hair, light beard
• Often shirtless, fit/skinny physique, sitting on a chair
• Very simple room, empty walls (yellowish?)
• Calm, soft-spoken, very poetic/philosophical way of talking
• Talked about things like Sophia / divine feminine / deeper spiritual ideas (not typical “matrix” or conspiracy stuff) / Gnostic philosophies and semen retention
• Not many views (usually under 10k, if I remember correctly)
• Also made his own music where he sang

Most important detail:
He made a final video saying he was quitting YouTube because he felt like becoming a “false guru” or that his ego was involved and he didn’t want to mislead people. Thats when I unsubscribed.

I have been searching my ass of the last couple days but haven’t been able to find anything about him anymore. I think he deleted everything.

Does anyone remember this guy? Im looking for a name or a video. If anyone knows anything you would help me so much!