I have something to say
I am here say goodbye fap.
I literally used to fap everyday and I realize that i fapped for 6 years around 2191 day and I am 19 years old and soon I will be 20 this year, I literally l think every day that i should stop fap but i can't able to do it even my lifestyle is so fu**ed up, my mind and body is out of control the main reason i got to know that the social media specially (insta, telegram and pinterest ) is the reason that i used to fap so i deleted my telegram and pinterest account and i deactivated Instagram account last month.
When I deleted the apps first 2 weeks i feel miserable and my mind force me to go back to old self so i try to utilize my time with my friends and to study as i am in 2 sem of my university as also my exams are coming, and i feel bored after studying 1.5 to 2 hr and i think 2-3 hr is enough to meet friends daily so usually I get more free time so i don't know what to do so i started watching movies and some comedy videos it feels ok to watch but i feel like wasting my time in this so i started learning new things that feels good and i after that in 3 week of April i created a digital product account to get some money also but it not possible through guidance so i post some things that is created with AI and till today i earned 50$ and it is good for me to get money and now i am focusing on making more money and trying to study more and i taught that if i did not stopped fap last month i literally doing it now but now i have a goal to do something. So I only want to say that doing something that harm your body is not good that you feel upset about it, instead do something that actually make you feel good that you achieve something.
And i told that social media is the main problem of my life and reddit is also like social media to me so in few days i am going to stop using reddit also till the date i make 10k $ in this year.
So this my farewell to how i quit fapping and I will try to become better version of my self in upcoming years.