u/Born_Blacksmith_4512

\*Trigger Warning\*

I've been su1c1d@l for a very long time, like it was my only escape in this miserable life. I really don't want to have a child specially on this type of economy and sa dame ng negative na nangyayare sa mundo, andame kong point na gusto ko na lang maglaho but my partner is the only one keeping me alive. Then came the news last year na she's pregnant and I really don't know what to do, I'm really overwhelmed specially I know that it is a very big responsibility, andame kong what ifs and I'm really scared to become someones father. But then she gave birth to our cute baby boy and nung first time ko sya makarga it feels like a bliss na para bang binigyan ako ng purpose ni lord to keep living and look life from a very different perspective. Now di na lang ako mabubuhay para sa sarili ko but for my little buddy na den. I know it will be hard but it will be worth it. For my little one, I will try to be the best version of me and keep on living 🥹.