u/Bored-off-school

Currently thinking of a fanfic and I want my OC/MC to have an absolute identity crisis from y'know, becoming a literal other freaking person and the whole my past life is no more.

Part of me understands why some MCs can be so happy being in another world, especially if their life sucked before. But what about an MC that has a loving home, happy with how they look, fulfilling life, friends, etc...what if all of that was cut off? The absolute depersonalization that would be, the imposter syndrome, the losing of loved ones and just the horror of being stuck in a body that wasn't yours. I want to see more of the past identities of MC effect more on their current life!

As the Heart Leads MC is the only current MC I found that even delve into this a bit by having her still seeing herself as her past self. And since there's not much manhwa that delve into this (I'm saying this but I've only see ONE series that actually do this kinda, and its As the Heart Leads), I decided to just make my own food lol.

Its often that we just judge the transmigrator and the transmigrated as one person, and I don't blame ppl for that bc stories just...never address or go that far into that (even though its fucking huge), but I want to write my MC to basically blast that NO! THESE TWO ARE NOT THE SAME PERSON!!!

Now, I understand why saintess are usually oh so nice and infinitely kind characters, after all, they are representing god, especially if its a kind god.

But...couldn't ppl focus more on their actions instead? Like, I want to see a saintess character that looks super intimidating (and can be intimidating) but is not less holy or deserving of their powers. Or even better, a tsundere saintess! She's sarcastic, a bit brash but her actions clearly shown to still be a good person.

For example. Maybe she saw an old lady go to pray and she yells at the lady like "Lady! Do you want to hurt your knees more?!" while fussing over the old lady by bringing her to the chairs to sit.

Bonus point if she's the type who goes. "God please give me the power to beat the shit out of them." And god actually did bc she's absolutely right/correct to do so.

So, Ending Maker completely ruined me in terms of 'Nothing will beat this for me' and now I want more.

Any other OI or just Manhwas in general where both the FL and ML are the MCs? Also would prefer if they lean into romance more, like I am begging for a Manhwa where we get to see both FL and ML FIGHT just to be together, I know its cliche of I love me a passionate lovers.