Edit** Any self pace prerequisite online courses??
I really want to go the ABSN route. Was considering ADN because it’s more cost effective. But honestly… ABSN doesn’t sound bad. Only con is that I may not be able to work and boy is that a tough pill to swallow. Also the loansss. I’m so tired of debt lol. I feel the indecisiveness of it all is keeping me back. I’ve been sitting on this for almost 2 years now. Hell, I just want to do it already!
Edit** PLEASE tell your story. vent. give advice. whatever!!
Sitting on the edge of my hotel bed ranting while on a company trip that completely drained me.
A lot of people would kill for my position. I am grateful to have come so far and still have more to learn.
No desire to climb the ladder. Overachiever but tired of achieving. No desire for weekly 1x1. No desire for company dinners. a free meal is cool, though. No desire to walk on egg shells for hours without releasing. I feel I have to fight for alone time on corporate trips. Over communicating is exhausting. being the only Black person in this space is disheartening. Everyone “fakes it” around me. No real connections. Amazingly smart and am more than qualified but sometimes I feel like a “DEI” hire because of how invisible I feel but they know where to find me if they want to put extra work on someone. Can’t be too quiet around everyone. Either something is wrong or not a team player. I always respond in a timely manner but if I respond late once I’m “ignoring” someone. Once I address it they are just kidding but it’s harmful to my character. I need a big break out of this corporate game.