Rant: I'm not performing well like I used to
(Just bear my rants, wala naman akong support channel. )
Di ko na alam gagawin.
I feel so overloaded pero parang ang konti lang ng outputs ko.
I feel so busy yet parang lagi akong hinahanapan ng gawa and wala ako maprovide.
3 years in the firm and feel ko I'm back to zero with this new engagement and this new team.
Sobrang forgetful ko na and di ko napipick-up agad yung dapat gawin.
Pakiramdam ko ang tingin nila saken bobo and in their fave term "di naman giving". But I try every damn day.
I feel so tired and gusto ko na magpahinga pero parang di ko deserve.
Hindi naman ako ganito dati. I was so attentive, I could do my tasks, granted na di naman ako perfect, pero I can work around my mistakes.
Hindi ako audit tbh. Ibang practice area and I used to love it pero parang ayoko na. I used to love my job and generally like my workmates pero ayoko na.
Ayoko na. Pagod na ko. Pagod na ako sa inyo. Pagod na ako sayo.