30 Days Free
Started smoking in my early teens. Smoked until vapes became popular in the 2010s. Vaped until I got into a relationship with my SO and had a kid then hid my nicotine addiction by switching to chewing tobacco and only doing it at work. Then zyns came out and it was easy to have access to nicotine nearly all the time.
I’m in my mid 30s now. I have always wanted to quiet. It’s finally messing with my health to where it’s becoming noticeable. But the final straw was having a conversation with my young child about people growing older and dying and they burst into tears crying they don’t want me to die. It was cute and silly in the moment but i could not get them crying that they don’t want me to die out of my head for weeks. It kept echoing until i finally decided to quit. I want to spend as much time as possible with them and all of my children and family .
I don’t have to sneak around my addiction any more, i don’t have to waste time and money, i feel healthier and happier every day and I will be around longer for my family and give them every second I can.
30 days now, still lots of urges and weird symptoms but reading all of your posts is helping me get through it. Thank you all! Feel free to ask questions if you have any.