Trigger warning because i was a child and it’s about my father.
I’m 20, My dad said/defended something recently online about ai content that changed my perception on him. My parents have been divorced since i was five but we obviously went over a lot due to custody stuff. I’ve always felt like i had suppressed memories that made me the way that i am. i had a talk with my mom about it because of what my dad posted and as I was going over the little memories i have of being a kid with my dad, i recalled the time i was nine when my dad filled my bath with hot water from the stove and would pour it into my tub. he also put a baby monitor on the side of the tub to watch and talk to me. I thought it was innocent, but my mom was disgusted and concerned. I also remember bathing with him nude but my mom told me that when they were married he wore swim shorts any time he was in the tub with us and that i would’ve been too old to remember something like that. sometimes i feel like i made it up, but i don’t know. it feels vivid but i can’t remember a lot of it. I’ve always been uncomfortable around my dad and i feel like he looks at me for too long sometimes.
I don't know if this is normal because as i said it i genuinely was just recalling things, not even thinking anything bad of it. I feel like there’s just so much i don’t remember but I’ve been hyper sexual since I was in ~fourth grade, followed with unsupervised internet access. I just kinda want a second opinion.