Getting it out of my head and off my chest.
You say you love me but, when given the chance you choose your friends. I asked what would you like to do now? We just had a decently fun night, was trying to gauge if you wanting to spend more time together. Your answer was to just go home, until you see your friends are out. So we go there. I should have just left you there but I’m a “good guy”, I picked you up so I should drop you off. I had fun but you are just you and I should just be done. It sucks that I wasted so much time, money, and feelings, into this and getting nothing but an empty cup, and your cup has a hole in the bottom of it. So my last words to you is, go show off your naked body for horny ppl on camera, enjoy the toys and shit I bought for you, showing other ppl of you playing with those toys. God forbid that I bought that shit and you don’t show me. What the actual fuck. Even just a little bit of showing me something would start filling my cup, but you can’t even do that, but you can do it for strangers before doing that for someone you “love”
Manipulated me but no more.