u/Binks08

Im so sad, no I dont want a new cg leave me alone creeps. Its all my fault and im all alone now cause I also seen my best friend for the last time today

I dont even know if this is where to post this.

But i started age regressing when I was too young to do so, like 14 because thats when I got my trauma.

A few years later I then just made up my mind that I wasnt an age regressor im just an autistic girl who likes certain things seen as childish just comforting.

But every time I go through something I try to help myself with other coping mechanisms which just dont help as much.

So the other things that work are either unhealthy things like drinking/smoking which im trying to quit or age regression which almost automatically kicks in if I dont do an unhealthy thing.

I just turned 18 last month so im officially an adult and I want to try be more sensible which is why I'm quitting smoking and drinking.

But I feel like age regression is just not right, I feel uncomfortable with myself after and embarrassed and its so much more difficult for me to properly use it as a coping mechanism without company because I find comfort in people alot when im "regressed".

I dunno i came to think of all this because of someone straight up asking me if im an age regressor. Which obviously I said no but idk if thats a lie or not but also since when do random people know what that is and why was I giving off that energy. I was too scared to ask why they thought that. Im assuming its the keychain on my bag or my almost full pink outfit with bunny and bow nails or if somehow I give off an energy. Idk