How am I supposed to believe in God when people around me suffer , Muslims around me suffer?
I will be honest .
I never really understood this concept of religion, God. My parents aren't even religious, and they never really forced religion onto me, which was mostly because my Father came from a lower income household so he wanted to uplift his condition while my mother do came from moderately religious background . My mother's side has been Muslim for centuries (recorded history), while my father's family , when did they convert which generation of Muslims are they is unknown. But my mother didn't really learn about religion
My concept always lacked because suffering was visible to me , I used to live in a Muslim neighbourhood, which by was the worst neighbourhood in the city.
People mostly say that these suffering and all is a Test by God , which doesn't make sense at all ! Why a test ? is there anyone whom he needs to impress? What are we , experimental rats in a lab?