u/Big_Persimmon4585

First time making a post on here. I am 21F and I feel so unbelievably lost. I find myself crying everyday and I have such a heavy heart all the time. I’m 6 months into my first relationship. These 6 months have been incredible but since I broke my foot my life has completely gone downhill. I am so depressed and I have lost all hope. I can’t go running or do my usual exercises. I can’t work and I can’t drive. My partner seems to be losing interest me and I feel our spark disappearing. We used to go fell walking all the time and we were so happy and never had any problems or arguments, but now he just never puts any time into me. I just got a new job as a sales admin-my plan was to use it as a stepping stone as I didn’t get into the council and it’s so hard to get a job round here. I’m not excited about starting and I just feel like a hopeless person. I can’t even express how much I hate my life right now. Nothing seems to ever get any better. I have made a plan to save up my first 2 months paycheck, let my foot recover, and if I still feel the same / no improvements I’m going to just run away and try to start a new life a few hundred miles away. I’m scared, I’m depressed and I feel so alone and have no motivation or anything.
I’d just love and appreciate some general advice or support if possible.
Thank you for reading if you have.