So as the post reads I’m 24 (F)I have no job though I just graduated with a honors bachelors in Business management. I had a friend group but I realized I wasn’t well liked (not sure why) they would all be my best friend when this girl in the group wasn’t around and then when she came back around I was proceed to be called fat (I only weigh 115)and ugly and all sorts of things. Saying they can’t hang out cus they are with family and then seeing them post online with each other l. Though I have an amazing boyfriend who does everything for me and is always there for me . But it’s just like I don’t know what to do with my time because of this no social life aspect , I don’t even know like what to do. I was hoping I would have found a job about now to help me get out the house and meet new people but the job market is just VERY tuff right now it’s not even funny.
I want a life outside of my man! I don’t think it’s good to only have him to talk to. As a girl you want other girl friends to just you know rant and talk about other things and stuff like that. And with summer coming up I feel so sad and ashamed of myself that I don’t really have people around me to hang out with and everything of that sort.
I did do some introspective work because I wanted to know what was so wrong with me that like they found it so nasty and annoying to hang out with me . I feel like I have healed myself in a lot of ways so much so that some girls have been trying to come back into my life but I just feel like why would I allow the disrespect ! They already showed me how they really felt about me .
So anyways it’s just a rant because I feel like cutting people off and setting boundaries, no one talks about the lonely part that’s included in the journey! And how hard it is to actually find some friends.
Btw I’m from a small town. So it’s hard to make friends with new people as everyone has their established groups and we don’t really have like community clubs that are free. All clubs range from 125-250. And I’m a broke lady right now soooo I don’t really know what to do .
But just a rant lol. Is anyone else in my position? Having a hard time ? Just letting you know you’re not alone and I’m having a hard time too!