u/Big_Instruction_8412

And no before you start going oh manifestation is all about believing no matter what and the 3D is wrong. I've done all that. I really wanted to this one specific thing and decided to manifest it. Somedays I would be OBSESSED w it (law of obsession is a thing so I didn't think sm) and sometimes I was so busy I'd barely think about it. And then I was really close to getting it but it didn't happen.i thought to myself oh no I have it dw the reality is nothing and affirmed it so many times. Then the almost results came out and Ik I'm believing my 3D blah blah but the things are happening so fast.

I've manifested things in the past but they're really small and when I want to manifest things that are really importnat to me.. nothing.

Tf I quit ts. I've been into manifestation for half a year now. Never got any one big thing that I've REALLY wanted like this thing. Except one but I needed that for survival.

And other things I have manifested were temporary.

I didn't want to but I'm not doing ts anymore I'm sick of feeding myself lies.

Okay so for context we have council posts and we have to fill a form first. Then we have rounds of interviews. Our senior said it is 3-4 for posts like editor and club secretaries and 6-7 rounds for top posts. I've had 3 rounds done. Also given a 4th one. Almost every kid gave 3 rounds btw. The fourth round was with an alumni and principal. Apparently a 5th one is tomorrow. Idk who tops the principal to take another round of interviews like BRO WHAT. Anyways here's what i did in my interview lemme know if i could get it.

Okay so when I came in I was like good morning ma'am sweetly and I was smiling st ma'am I really love her idky and then she was like you are? (Duh she wouldn't know) I was like ____(my name)_____ and then she was like alright what posts have you applied for I was liek vice head girl balh blah and then she said in this order so I said I don't remember but vice head girl was at the top so she said ofcourse and did a smiley or wtv thing. I also asked her "may I have a seat" before I sat. And then she was like alright tell me about yourself so I began with I am __(my name)__ and I'm enthusiastic about these points and I look forward to idek what I said I said something about serving the school I mentioned being a volunteer at two big events and also organizing another important club event its like ted talks and how event management is one of my strongest suits but I shat the end by saying something so I look forward to it and to serve blah. I also mentioned being a prefect for multiple years.I said I know what happens in the posts I have experience.Yeah then the person with principal maam was like do you have any regrets with the post something you've done And then i was like not my exact wording duh but in 9th grade we had s gorup of notorious (they laughed at the word lol) boys in our class and um I used to report everything to our CT but eventually as I became more associated eith them I reduced it I used to keep the little things to myself maybe if I said things would have been different nothing bad happened though.Yeah and then they asked me something about reporting shit that if somebody brings a phone to class what would u do as in whose side would you take students or teachers then I said now we can get phones if we mail but if somebody brought it before then it would have gone straight to the teacher And then I got stupid and I started speaking about how girls bring makeup to school and I don't report that So they asked why I said I'm not associated to them So they said u wouldn't do it if u weren't head girl I think I said that I do it in class nd blah but not out of it (It really isn't my natural instinct I was a little too honest) Then they started asking me suppose your bestfriend got something and u r head girl what would u do I said if they got it by mistake I would push them to tell the teacher or I will talk to ma'am myself And if they didn't (their question) Ig I said e the same answer but I also said I would enquire a bit more why did you do it blah Then they asked if they weren't your bestfriend then I said I would probably ask somebody who is my friend and also associated with that person to go talk to that person So they said so you wouldnt do anything So I said no I would be doing indirectly because if someone randomly comes up to you and says oh this is wrong and all that it is natural human behaviour to defend yourself and argue and an argument isnt the point of this Then something happened probably asked me something so I said everything would be the same but it would all happen indirectly.I also mentioned talking to a trusted teacher instead of just a teacher when they said on purpose your best friend gets a phone.Ma'am also asked me what changes I would bring for each post before this whole situation shit began So i had suggested that every counsellor-student interaction shouldnt go straight to the parents and that my friend had gone and they didnt know it would be reported back (BUT I DIDNT MENTION THIS IS FOR VICE HEAD GIRL) for peer education we should choose topics such as anxiety like we did time management and peer pressure last year but the kids already know that we should do mental health awareness/issues (it was one of them) Then for the ted talks club I gave my example saying I had given my name in ninth never heard back and so chrysalis should be more open and give opportunities to ninth And i was completing ma'am said but chrysalis had a ninth gradeer last year if I remember correctly (I wasn't there so idk) And then i said yes but it's mostly just 11th and 12th and we also have our Shiksha Kendra alumnis now which is great and then I smiled and she also smiled And then I said WHICH IS MY BIGGEST FUCK UP I BELIEVE for vice head girl I don't have any (I said any in a low voice so I'm hoping they didn't hear it) AND THEN I SAID ITS A GOOD POST LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUdge WOMAN. Idk when but i was asked why I didn't apply for president or anything so I with a smiley face said I was actually gonna apply for president but then our vice head girl told us that both posts are essentiallly the same so it's fine either ways And then they asked me suppose you're a given another post which is not in ur preferences then what will u do So I said I wouldn't say no to it but I would do more justice to these three posts. Oh yeah and they also asked me who could be the vice head girl like suggestion so I suggested a friends name and they asked why so I said something and then mentioned she's balancrd like her academic and co curriculars are balanced. TURNS OUT SHE DIDNT APPLY FOR POSTS :cRY BUT THEY DONT KNOW THAT LOL. Yeah and then when tbey said that's it I said okay have a good day very sweetly and they said thank you

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Hello, I'm a school student and have been having interviews for student council posts. I need some advice and want to share some things too. Can I just post about them?

Okay so we had a test today and I had been I had been manifesting that the test gets cancelled but it did not I went to school did not get cancelled so when the test actually came when we got the question paper I just knew that oh my God I won't be able to do this I am going right 15 minutes into the test those like a siren and we have an evacuation so I just think that oh my God my manifestation came true n all kids were discussing answers except the paper was mostly maths so it was tuff to find answers then it turned out that we still had to submit the paper when we returned and I've shat it... I need to get 80%+ (which means I can loose only 5 marks)

What should I dooo?

Okay so yk how there's student councils at school right? Well I've ALWAYS been a part of them... However, this year they get bigger with more interviews since I'm a senior. So I'm aiming for the highest post the Vice Head Girl and well I had a disturbing dream last night that I got some shitty club's secretary instead. I was so disheartened and scared. Now although I usually just manifest using the law of assumption in my head I used subliminals today. The ultimate gateway to manifestation by Lian and I keep visualising getting the post too.

Every time I do it I feel this surge of happiness and a lot of excitement and anxiety too.

The anxiety makes me think whether how I'm manifesting is even right or not. I'm 5 months into manifestation now. I've manifested quite a few things. I had a good detachment thing going on but ever since I started drinking coffee again it's been tough.

Help a girl out by stating your opinions and experiences!