is Emmy on something?!
Ive been confused ever since she lost the weight (absolutely not upset about the weight change you do you girl, using it as a marker). I feel like she’s been off the rails, wide eyed, out of line…etc etc
or am I reading into something that’s not there
hi all!
just turned 30, AMH extremely low at 0.39, completely unexplained no one can tell me why my reserve is almost non existent.
we got advice to embryo bank if we want to have two kids, as I probably only have time to have one naturally.
i just had my ER on Friday. with a yield of 6 eggs. They’ve been very honest with us that they are hopeful to get one embryo but to not expect much.
my nurses suggested heading right into another round of stims and ER but I am exhausted and we hadn’t planned on going back into the process so quick. It is also costly as we maxed our insurance out with this round.
does anyone know if there are extreme benefits to back to back ERs? Time is so aggressively not on our side and we’re feeling so rushed and overwhelmed
EDIT: I’m also a full time toddler childcare provider so this process is draining on multiple levels. As my job is physical and emotionally difficult when I know having my own will be a journey. I can’t afford to take time off work.
I have a decade of experience under my belt mostly ages 1-3. My current NK (1yM) is so horrific he will be my last!
I have never met a more unhappy child, both MB and I have to wear earplugs around the house because he screams louder than any child I’ve ever had before. The windows rattle. A diaper change is a level 10 emergency in his eyes.
I dread work everyday, and MB is no help. he has never slept through the night, she wakes him up from every nap thinking it will help with the nights (it doesn’t).
I have excellent relationships with all my former NK’s and I can truly say I never want to see this one again after this contract is done.
i feel like a terrible nanny, I have tried every trick in the book I have worked all my magic and this kid just wants to scream. I thought I’d never leave this industry but I am ready to jump ship.
EDIT: it’s not presenting like autism markers much more on the ADHD scale. But even then it’s difficult to establish his baseline comfort level. Yes I have presented this to the mom. Yes, I have watched all the videos and done the research. I’ve been with all sorts of higher needs children and this one has me stumped. No I don’t hate this child.