M29 Canada
Hi guys, I have been addicted to gambling for almost 10 years and feel really lost and behind.
This year I lost over $15,000.. wow just typing that out is fucked up.
I live with my parents so I have little expenses and work a decent job making around 90k per year before tax. I have like 10k saved but it should really be more. I feel like im so behind wasting my 20s gambling. I should have saved enough for a down payment and have way more equity. I have been making this salary for over 2 years now.
I relapsed bad tonight losing 3k on a site my 6 month ban ended on and I knew it did too so I went and maxed my etransfer limit or it would be more lol
I literally have no control and I think its best to give my finances to over to my parents. Everyone I talk to knows ive been dealing with this problem but i dont get the help i need. I just try to do it myself.
At 29 I feel so behind and its too late for me to change and save for a downpayment, like it would take me til im 31-33 to save enough. I really fucked up but im gonna keep working and saving. Its gotta start one day. Anyone else relate?