Since my teens, I keep having recurring dreams. I usually can tell I am dreaming, control the dream etc ... But not this one.
I can feel, the smoothness of things, how cold or hot they are. I can smell the rain in the air.
A tall woman. Dark hair that is long. I cannot see her face. She is slender. I'm not scared but at the same time I know something is off. I wonder if I'm dreaming and she pinches my cheeks telling me she's more real than anything around me. She tells me she is no longer angry at me for what I did to her. That her time apart helped her realize just how beautiful this world is. But that she is upset I still cannot remember her. So she slaps me awake.
That's just one of many with her. Sometimes it's sitting to eat. Watching TV shows or movie.
Every time ending the same way. And I never realize I am in a dream because of how my senses pick everything up. Even the ocean breeze despite me never having been to the ocean.