Well, I'm entering a bit of a quarter life crisis. I'm soon to be 25 years old, I'm male, and I have a strong preference towards men. My parents were present but they worked long hours growing up.
Maybe it's because I'm short, skinny, and insecure of myself, but I see a lot of good features in men and I do wish that I either had them or were them. I'm also the oldest son and the firstborn boy in my immediate family so I never had that male figure to look up to. I grew up watching TV and I see these amazing men on TV and wish I could be them or have them as a partner.
I don't know if I really am into men or if I just am craving a good older brother figure. I like defininng objects but I can't define myself. I don't know, I've been in a weird spiral of trying to classify myself lately.