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I'm not scared anymore that you'll find me because I know we'll never meet again. I know you didn't feel the same and I don't know why I still think about you. sometimes I wish I could erase you from my memory because after I met you nothing felt the same anymore. I felt a soul connection to you' like you were my mirror and we were the same. I'm trying so hard to move on with my life and I am doing a lot of things but you are always there, even when I don't want you to be there, you always come back to my mind and it makes me feel insane. Everything is going in a good direction for me but I still feel empty inside because I'll never see you again and I know you never felt the same, so why can't I move on?? why can't I have interest in another man when I know I'll never be with you?