F24,I’m not really sure if I have the motivation for school but it feels like the only thing that would get me a good job. I’m currently unemployed due to having a seasonal host job for the past 3 years, where about 4/5 months of the years I am basically barely living off unemployment. I’m suppose to go back to this job in a couple of weeks but the pay isn’t that well and the job has taken a strain on my back to the point where I can’t even do much besides lay down.Every time I’m unemployed, I tried to apply to other jobs such as receptionist, cashier, hosts and I had no luck, which has only made me feel worse. I did go to college but dropped out in 2022 because I couldn’t afford it and had to focus on making money for rent.I have about 50 credits mostly common core and some psych classes. I always was interested in Psychology and was considering finishing my degree and maybe doing a masters in social work to become a medical social worker. I also found an online program that would help me finish my degree which would be easier but I have a hard time focusing with online classes.The only problem is that I convince myself that I can’t handle it and that’s it’s too much especially with also working full time. I’m already constantly stressed about making ends meet and I feel like it would add more stress.Another thing that’s stopping me is that it’s another 4/5 years of school so I’ll be almost 30 and probably not making that much. I know you don’t need college to get a good job, but I’ve applied constantly to any job and I never gotten one response back the past two years or so it just feels hopeless.
I’m also terrible at math and science which is why I never tried anything to do with IT or the Medical field.