u/Better-Start-6427

I've been grieving for you for 4 years, but you're still alive. I grieve for you every day, every hour, every moment and every time. I grieve for you, but you're still alive in the world and inside me. How do we continue to live like this? How do we go to sleep every night and wake up every morning with this anguish? How is it that life goes on, we enter into other relationships, but this pain doesn't let up? How can we come to terms with the knowledge that we'll never be together? How do we give up on the love that was the most powerful thing that happened to me in this life? How am I supposed to live alongside this grief and when will the day come when it won't hurt?

I've been grieving for you for 4 years, but you’re still alive.